Kaio – lúcido apagado

Kaio – lúcido apagado

 

Eu me distraio de mim mesmo
porque eu seria capaz de me destruir
Eu me distraio da minha vida
com outras vidas
pra não ver os destroços que ficaram

 

Eu me distraio com os destroços
como se fossem brinquedos
já que eu não consigo sair dalí

 

Eu não sei mais se sou
destrutivo ou destrutível
distraído ou distraidor

 

traidor
de mim mesmo
Eu me distrato
Eu me forço a dormir
quando meu corpo não aguenta mais sonhar
Eu me forço a comer
como os destroços, em pedaços
quando o que eu quero é vomitar
Eu me sinto vivo como nunca
como nunca antes eu desejei nunca ter nascido

 

Eu me distraio comigo mesmo
pra não me destruir

 

Eu sou um destruidor
detestável
distraidor
divagante
traidor
com muita esperança.

 

 

Um poema nauseante para homenagiar todas as vidas nauseantes do mundo.

E vivam em paz.

 

 

Buy a car to drive to work. Drive to work to pay for this car. Buy a car to drive to work. Drive to work to pay for this car. Buy a car to drive to work. Drive to work to pay for this car. Buy a car to drive to work. Drive to work to pay for this car. Buy a car to drive to work. Drive to work to pay for this car. Buy a car to drive to work. Drive to work to pay for this car. Buy a car to drive to work. Drive to work to pay for this car. Buy a car to drive to work. Drive to work to pay for this car. Buy a car to drive to work. Drive to work to pay for this car. Buy a car to drive to work. Drive to work to pay for this car. Buy a car to drive to work. Drive to work to pay for this car. Buy a car to drive to work. Drive to work to pay for this car.

 

 

[26/07/2008 - de manhã ou algo assim] 

 

Eu editei esse post pra colocar essa música do radiohead, em homenagem a banda cover do readiohead que vai tocar hoje na funhouse.

FITTER HAPPIER

Fitter, happier, more productive,
comfortable,
not drinking too much,
regular exercise at the gym
(3 days a week),
getting on better with your associate employee contemporaries, at ease,
eating well
(no more microwave dinners and saturated fats),
a patient better driver,
a safer car
(baby smiling in back seat),
sleeping well
(no bad dreams),
no paranoia,
careful to all animals
(never washing spiders down the plughole),
keep in contact with old friends
(enjoy a drink now and then),
will frequently check credit at
(moral) bank (hole in the wall),
favors for favors,
fond but not in love,
charity standing orders,
on Sundays ring road supermarket
(no killing moths or putting boiling water on the ants),
car wash
(also on Sundays),
no longer afraid of the dark or midday shadows
nothing so ridiculously teenage and desperate,
nothing so childish – at a better pace,
slower and more calculated,
no chance of escape,
now self-employed,
concerned (but powerless),
an empowered and informed member of society
(pragmatism not idealism),
will not cry in public,
less chance of illness,
tires that grip in the wet
(shot of baby strapped in back seat),
a good memory,
still cries at a good film,
still kisses with saliva,
no longer empty and frantic
like a cat
tied to a stick,
that’s driven into
frozen winter shit
(the ability to laugh at weakness),
calm,
fitter,
healthier and more productive
a pig
in a cage
on antibiotics.